THE PROPOSAL
Hi again, please listen; Many a times, i think of all the challenges and circumstances that surrounds us. The risk we take in even hoping for a chance for us. There are times when i feel safe enough to step out and run away while i still can. To flee a terrible heartbreak by doing a terrible thing. But i cant, I'd rather be terrible and miserable with you than without you. What's more miserable than a world with me in it and no you? I would only be an outlaw of outlaws, an outcast of no world or life. My every sense, part, system and function responds to the simple thought of you. For this reason, i am afraid, that death would surely come my way once i flee your path. Yet still, i will welcome it gladly if i were without you. This then is proof, indeed, i should run while i still can. Before the shadows and snares of loves grip really binds me hands and feet. You trust that i love you and i won't leave you alone or run away? To be honest, i do feel like running...