Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

FOREVER   I have waited a long time just to see this moment I have traded all that I was just to finally get off this torment The songs that my old sad country use to sing The pain that the memory of my past use to bring Those awful smell of death that followed me The false promises I held unto that I would one day be set free Is this not what I have lived and died for? That immortality might be tasted by the lips of the poor The poor souls that lived in this mortal earth Those whose destiny is nothing but certain death I close my eyes each night hoping and praying That one day, all that was nothing would became something Something living and not just existing Anything outside the frame of mortal life and thinking I had prayed an eternity for the sound of this music That hollow tune filled with air and shadows reek The stain of the afterlife and its life before The knowledge of the past, present and a future unsure Thi...

GOING BACK TO DECEMBER Trying to move to the things ahead of me But all I can hold onto are the things I see And all I see is how much I hurt you With tears in my eyes I try to write you I’m not greedy I swear I won’t ask for much This is just an apology from a broken heart I won’t even try to rhyme or tune up my words I just want you to know that I mean every word I knew she was bad news the moment she said hi But I guess I was too foolish to want to run away It was not my intensions to have her get in the way But that was just what I did anyway I don’t even know where to begin from All I hear in my head are the sounds of anguishes drum I miss you so much I can’t even think I know you’ve heard that line before so I’d say some that are really mine I’d do anything to go back in time To change the event that I could have easily made uneventful This is not a poem, a rhyme or words of deep...