TO MY BELOVETH....
I've tried to not show how broken this left me how scarred it made me feel and naked for all to see i said i wouldn't write a thing, wouldn't give anyone the edge wouldn't fret, wouldn't shed a tear but you don't fall and smile so easily been counting my blessings so long but today i write to the ones i lost to the ones i miss and the ones i wish were never gone to the love i never kept or the ones that were stolen from me lost so much that i started getting use to the idea of not keeping any at heart but what's mine is mine and when it's lost it hurts fact is fact, can't shove it off, ain't no simple switch to just turn off I've told my story so many times but always forced to live this part out be the bigger man and not show it, what the heck, ain't i the only one in my head they talk, they talk and I'm forced to hear, how does one go thought deaf? been getting robbed from every side like a massage par...