Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

ECHOES   I sorted out for the truth Nothing more than the root Of all that was hidden Of all buried within Something I can tell no one Something existing but was never born A secret that will change the world A mystery only meant for the called Alas my search sees its end My lust that has become a friend But the truth has been laid far beneath And getting it has forced me down six feet I have kept my search a mystery a secret But what I ’ ve become is my fall and defeat I wish I could tell you I really wish I told you It ’ so loud inside my head With words that I should have said As I drown in my regret I can ’ t take back the words I never said   Inspired by Lupe Fiasco

IMMORTALITY   Trapped in the shadows of this feeling An emptiness that has brought me nothing Feeling lonely in the mist of plenty Alone in a crowd so many Trying to bear the urge to fall Telling myself that I can ’ t do it before all Smiling while engulfed in bitter tears Laughing when my sorrows beget fear My loud scream falls to silent slumber As the world around me seems not to bother The scars refuse to heal My soul now fails to feel I write in tears since no one can see I write in anguish since no one sees me They say change is the daughter of inevitability But my pain seizes to leave as it has gained immortality.

HURT LIKE HELL   Have you ever love someone who loved another Someone you call my love that only calls you brother I guess you can’t understand because you are just a girl But I want you to know that it does hurt like hell I know we are great staying as friends But this straight line is not working, wished we’d take a bend I feel like I’m standing on my back with all this pain Please don’t let my love go in vain Every muscle I’ve summoned just to say this Even if you don’t love me, just give me a chance at least   I’d walk a thousand mile to prove what I feel Shit is, I guess I already did and I’m just waiting to heal I know you’d read this real soon By then I could be long gone to the moon I only wished you’d loved someone that loves another That you called love who called you brother But like I said you are just a girl Still you should know that it really does hurt like hell.

EVOLUTION Transformed from what had always been To a world we’d never ever seen To be trained in the fields of metal gears And to walk on foot fuelled by tears Never again are we reminded to pray Never again do we run as prey Ruling the fools that cry inevitability Controlling the souls that think timidity Emotions are thrown out the border Feelings are dumped by the gate of murder We march for freedom of slavery That all who knew knowledge accepts the bliss of ignorance We fight that we may gain recovery And evil may know acceptance Trying to change nothing while changing everything And changing everything so that we may change nothing This is what we have become in pursuit of growth Sworn under curse of a fetish oath But do not feel sadness or pity for us We all got free pass into this bus Ignore the fact that we face condemnation We’ve simply fine named it evolution.

EARTH WALKER I hear the sound of the raging wind The clap of thunders wrath and might Its calls the silent sea and provokes its waves The gods of the heavens and creatures of the earth are force to awe I see the shadows on the other side of day The bringer of the ground that shakes They all bow at the presence of greatness The bodacious walker with a sense of awesomeness He comes in the mist of mere talkers and brings them to mute He slaughters his enemies and converts his battle field to an abattoir His only witnesses are aback and abased by his abilities All who sees what I see now knows originality His business is business as he count gains even in nothingness The walls that echoes his name do so defiling the rules of physics His killer lines are animalistic yet conquering gravity Hear him spit them out as he did the first day he came Today is legend as it will hear him do it again Today is the day, the day the earth walker...

DON’T SHUT YOUR EYES YET I know how tough it might be Keeping up with all of our shit I know you’ve been staring at me Hoping I would change my beat I’m one really stubborn son And it’s not like you’ve got one of those dreamy husbands I see you looking up at the sun Probably praying for one of those fairy tale lands Keep your heart steady We are not over so don’t shut your eyes just yet All your wishes and dreams are getting ready To come up to you if you’d let This is not just one of my hope calls and rhymes I promise to make things better this time Everyone is probably waiting for you to break down Everybody’s watching to see you quite now To hear you say you are leaving But I’m gonna keep believing Because this can never be our story’s ending                  ...

                                  IN LOVE WITH BAD I know this is very wrong for my kind But I can only hope my parent don’t mind I am deeply trapped by you like a firework show Please don’t act like you don’t already know You are so reckless with your words Using the “L” word like it’s just a game on boards   You knew from the start that I was gonna fall You got my attention without even a call The way you move is like a dancing fire So hot to burn off my heart and body’s desire One more time, kiss me again Slowly take away my pain Leave me with a scar to remember when you’re gone Hurt me one more time I swear not to mourn I can’t believe what I’m saying I’m going mad But don’t you dare judge me because I’m in love with bad   You can scream and yell all you ...