Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

Been trying to put this in paper so all can see But even if I do how certain am I that all would indeed see Truth be told even I can’t see what has been written The story just keeps going but the meaning is held back What is to be understood from the unseen? Why am I the one stork with this secret in my head? The mystery of who I am and who you all are Why must I reveal the unsaid to the deaf? Is this the course for me or did I walk into this by chance This course I have caused myself to follow seems like a curse But if it must be told from the mouth of the dumb so be it Let all without ears listen with their eyes so they might at least see And read the very words that fall out my mouth this one time The triangle life that we walk birth out the light that is brought And even though you work hard to run away, you will see the light in the end There is no such thing as the faith to escape your fate This is the path that is ahead of yo...

I was told that bigger men always walk the high way That they take the tough road and get tougher themselves That’s a well-constructed bridge of ultimate bull shit There is no such thing as the high way for my kind No such thing as getting tough on my path All that’s ahead is grieve, weakness, pain and … yeah, more pain Those who seek enlightenment in my ways are engulfed in the light The shining star that is as bright as the morning sun They say you see clearly in the light, how foolish and naive The light is blinding and sight taking, the only clear path here is darkness Trust me, I’ve walked it, I’ve seen it, there is only darkness to see I was told from before the beginning that defeat lay ahead Yet I strive to prove the wrong in wrongs wrong How dare them then stand and tag me the faithless soul I hold on to the things unseen and a hope unsure Is that not great faith that should be made manifest in true form They proclaim my fate to be deat...

CAN’T STOP NOW   There are so many things I need to say to you Please take the next few seconds and listen I know I told you that nothing here is real or from my heart But I won’t say the same about this because I’m running out of time This might be my only chance to tell you the truth I never left because I wished to or prayed so I left because I know giving you the hope would only hurt you I pursued something else not someone else I swear that I never betrayed how I felt for you I never stopped feeling this deep about you But what drove me out drove me deep within My craving for greatness and power conquered me I knew trouble lurked near the corner but I went on I enjoyed the thrill and I loved the fun But for this I gave a heart and a soul and now it feels so cold I never gave it for free though, so know that they were sold But sadly it seems the price out classed the product I know you would say there’s hope and if I r...

HEART BOXING Don’t think me to be cocky and so trying to show off But if you were me you’d surely do the same Have you looked at yourself in the mirror of late? If you do I’m sure you’d see why I can’t turn my pride off I’m gonna climb a mountain top and brag even if it seems lame Do you know how it feels to know someone as beautiful as you? Tell me why I won’t scream when I want to say I love you? I’ve got to let the whole world know what you mean to me How sweet you look when you tell me to leave How sexy you get when you scream at me How awesome it is to hear you add “you” and “i” in a sentence Even if it’s when you say you hate me *”I” hate “you” * You could keep telling yourself that you don’t love me That’s cool as long as it helps you sleep at night Please don’t think of me as a dumb fool I’m just love drunk and now I’m full Sweet heart I’m loves victim and you’re my addiction So telling me to find another is just word ...

FALLING HIGH Every moment on this island is treasure And it’s not the gold that glitters that makes me wonder It’s the beauty in front of me that i can’t measure That has caused me to jump off this cliff and fly higher Higher than I could have of ever thought of going Heading for a cloud that seems so close to the ground I’m on a flight that sure feels like I’m falling Falling high and never hoping to land Enjoying the drop as a rocket falling from the moon It’s my lust and love for falling down that drives me The feeling of the wind caressing my every sense The rush my brain experiences as I lose consciousness My teeth holding on to its gum as my mouth swings wide open My heart beating fast to the rhythm of my heads drum It’s the feeling of falling in love Yet it feels higher than the experience of the empire state Whoever said falling was such a bad thing They sure have never seen loves pit before Glorified in a wonder be...

SAFE In a secrete place In the safest gates Where there is no such thing as time or dates In that perfect moment were love finds a way Anywhere I go even if I ’ m far away I may not be brave or big or strong But I know that I ’ m happy right here with you I wore anger You covered it with happiness I stood with hatred You pushed it away with love I walked in the middle Good or evil I walked solo You came to follow I was a fragile and empty vase You filled me with love and protected me beyond time ’ s space With you I do feel safe. By Michael Eneje

TRYING TO TALK   Why must I always have something to say? What if I was dumb and lacked the ability to speak? Why do you always expect me to express my feelings in words? Why do you think that that’s the only way to prove how I truly feel? Is this what you mean by saying our relationship is complicated? Tell me you don’t already know how I really feel Do I have to recite a poem and sing you a song to show you? Do I have to get killed twice to prove to you? You want me to always compliment how you look because Steve does it too What If was blind and could only compliment how I felt you were to me? Oh, I’m not blind but I always tell you what I know about you I know you are amazing and the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen I know the touch of your hair drives all my senses Everest high I know that every time I look into your bright brown eyes my heart skips a beat I know every time I think about you...