Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

  Listen! This is not poetry it ’ s Rap and I don ’ t care if you don ’ t like this, it ’ s a bloody diss You said you made me? You made shit, how dare you use my name for your piece It ’ s been years since I made myself forget you; now you want peace? Bullsquat! Go piss on yourself You said I never paid allegiance or homage?   Well, here ’ s a tip, lick it You kicked me when I had my bad legs on and forced me to walk on it You want more homage? This is my good leg, bend down and work on it   You talked me down and gave me a hunch to it But I ain ’ t Quasimodo, no apologize taken, you are surely gonna burn I laid my trust on you; you made a dart of it and sent a thrust for my heart Thanks! I made a new one; it ’ s solid steal and has saved me plenty I guess you do deserve my regards; you broke my weaknesses and made me tough Who would have guessed I ’ d have ended up half as this? Now I ’ m tough just as you wished me to be; so t...

  Forced to walk the path meant for the hard hearted The brave that must kill their emotions to attain victory Long have I walked and talked like the people of the valley Long have I lived with the grieve of the lost in my heart Now, right before my eyes is the thrown of success Right before my path is the seat of power Emotions do not cloud my judgement and thought My feelings have no say in this matter of conquest But even if my humanity is gone I still know what right and wrong is To get silver, must I trade with gold? I have done all that has been asked of me I have killed everything that create pity and fear in my soul But this request will eat up my soul and drone it in hell The very thing that stops me from attaining perfection is in itself perfect How do I destroy that which has pushed me this far? Deep within me I seek to turn around and battle my own army But if I do I will lose that which I had fought for, for so l...

  You called last night and said I was a fool for what I wrote Babe, if it didn’t matter to you, why did you read my note? I told you that’s how it feels in love You may not be able to stand me but you still can’t stand without me I got real high on your words especially when you said I was love stroke I thought I had to scream it out, who would have guessed that you already knew It’s really funny how I don’t need boss to get this high All I need is the thought of you on my mind Or the sights of your sweet brown eyes go dark when you are mad I said before that if loving you was against the law I’d gladly do my time Serve it with joy knowing I’m doing it for you You screamed at me, turned your back and gave a side smile I saw how shy you felt when I got on my knees that other day You could say you don’t love me when we know you do Like I said, that’s cool if it helps you sleep at night I’m an addict and my only drug is you Plea...

Been trying to put this in paper so all can see But even if I do how certain am I that all would indeed see Truth be told even I can’t see what has been written The story just keeps going but the meaning is held back What is to be understood from the unseen? Why am I the one stork with this secret in my head? The mystery of who I am and who you all are Why must I reveal the unsaid to the deaf? Is this the course for me or did I walk into this by chance This course I have caused myself to follow seems like a curse But if it must be told from the mouth of the dumb so be it Let all without ears listen with their eyes so they might at least see And read the very words that fall out my mouth this one time The triangle life that we walk birth out the light that is brought And even though you work hard to run away, you will see the light in the end There is no such thing as the faith to escape your fate This is the path that is ahead of yo...

I was told that bigger men always walk the high way That they take the tough road and get tougher themselves That’s a well-constructed bridge of ultimate bull shit There is no such thing as the high way for my kind No such thing as getting tough on my path All that’s ahead is grieve, weakness, pain and … yeah, more pain Those who seek enlightenment in my ways are engulfed in the light The shining star that is as bright as the morning sun They say you see clearly in the light, how foolish and naive The light is blinding and sight taking, the only clear path here is darkness Trust me, I’ve walked it, I’ve seen it, there is only darkness to see I was told from before the beginning that defeat lay ahead Yet I strive to prove the wrong in wrongs wrong How dare them then stand and tag me the faithless soul I hold on to the things unseen and a hope unsure Is that not great faith that should be made manifest in true form They proclaim my fate to be deat...

CAN’T STOP NOW   There are so many things I need to say to you Please take the next few seconds and listen I know I told you that nothing here is real or from my heart But I won’t say the same about this because I’m running out of time This might be my only chance to tell you the truth I never left because I wished to or prayed so I left because I know giving you the hope would only hurt you I pursued something else not someone else I swear that I never betrayed how I felt for you I never stopped feeling this deep about you But what drove me out drove me deep within My craving for greatness and power conquered me I knew trouble lurked near the corner but I went on I enjoyed the thrill and I loved the fun But for this I gave a heart and a soul and now it feels so cold I never gave it for free though, so know that they were sold But sadly it seems the price out classed the product I know you would say there’s hope and if I r...

HEART BOXING Don’t think me to be cocky and so trying to show off But if you were me you’d surely do the same Have you looked at yourself in the mirror of late? If you do I’m sure you’d see why I can’t turn my pride off I’m gonna climb a mountain top and brag even if it seems lame Do you know how it feels to know someone as beautiful as you? Tell me why I won’t scream when I want to say I love you? I’ve got to let the whole world know what you mean to me How sweet you look when you tell me to leave How sexy you get when you scream at me How awesome it is to hear you add “you” and “i” in a sentence Even if it’s when you say you hate me *”I” hate “you” * You could keep telling yourself that you don’t love me That’s cool as long as it helps you sleep at night Please don’t think of me as a dumb fool I’m just love drunk and now I’m full Sweet heart I’m loves victim and you’re my addiction So telling me to find another is just word ...