Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

  I do not know where to begin when every step I take leads a wrong turn I only wanted to make you see you through my own eyes for the first time To show you how important you are to me and how much I need you How beautiful you are and how amazingly wonderful you are to me But it seems I let my feelings out a bit too fast or maybe a little too late But I think I kept it in just long enough or probably longer than I should have Why didn’t you tell me when it was right to tell you how I truly felt? I know I did my part to show you the colour of my heart Especially when you were close to me and when you held my hand real tight Do you remember how I would want to say I love you but would say I love your tie instead? Or when I would want to spill but end up complimenting your slim figure and never growing beards How my temperature would rise whenever i hugged you and you hugged back Didn’t you ever notice how I shivere...

  It’s a hunger it’s a lust, I will continue to pursue until this soul becomes dust I do not need nothing, zit, zero, zoom natda squart till I’ve found that which I’ve lost Come to think about it, I never lost it; it was stolen from me, from a hand that I so trust If I seek revenge on the thieves of my soul, I must punish those I trusted first Beyond the songs I hear from the shadows and spirits of the undead I hunger for the souls of those that would not die; the living and well feed They are the thieves and the hands I sowed all my seeds in They are the ones that walked with me, beside me and then behind me Bloody ingrate, fools and shallow buggers of a kind They think me weak because of my kindness, how sad My friendliness with an enemy friend cost me my end But an unscripted chapter has been written for my cause To bring to an end this unending tale whose wish was to see me this dead This is my hunger and my crave, my unfed appetit...

  I walked a long mile as a vagabond and learnt to love it I told myself that I would survive and would not need to eat But then you came along and showed me the way out You taught me to listen and be calm and not to shout As I had only known the ways of the barbarian but without their strength And I sort out for troubles because I knew I would not pay rent But along my path you walked and showed me a new life You were the promise any man would crave for to call a wife So we got together to form for ourselves a home And began this journey that we might never be alone But we have walked so long in search of perfect and have found nothing We have given all for a treasure unsure believing that there will be something We gained scars and have buried them with our smile We caused each other sadness but choose to hold on still for what we pursue might ahead lie In this long unending journey called relationship we have been crown pros ...

  Listen! This is not poetry it ’ s Rap and I don ’ t care if you don ’ t like this, it ’ s a bloody diss You said you made me? You made shit, how dare you use my name for your piece It ’ s been years since I made myself forget you; now you want peace? Bullsquat! Go piss on yourself You said I never paid allegiance or homage?   Well, here ’ s a tip, lick it You kicked me when I had my bad legs on and forced me to walk on it You want more homage? This is my good leg, bend down and work on it   You talked me down and gave me a hunch to it But I ain ’ t Quasimodo, no apologize taken, you are surely gonna burn I laid my trust on you; you made a dart of it and sent a thrust for my heart Thanks! I made a new one; it ’ s solid steal and has saved me plenty I guess you do deserve my regards; you broke my weaknesses and made me tough Who would have guessed I ’ d have ended up half as this? Now I ’ m tough just as you wished me to be; so t...

  Forced to walk the path meant for the hard hearted The brave that must kill their emotions to attain victory Long have I walked and talked like the people of the valley Long have I lived with the grieve of the lost in my heart Now, right before my eyes is the thrown of success Right before my path is the seat of power Emotions do not cloud my judgement and thought My feelings have no say in this matter of conquest But even if my humanity is gone I still know what right and wrong is To get silver, must I trade with gold? I have done all that has been asked of me I have killed everything that create pity and fear in my soul But this request will eat up my soul and drone it in hell The very thing that stops me from attaining perfection is in itself perfect How do I destroy that which has pushed me this far? Deep within me I seek to turn around and battle my own army But if I do I will lose that which I had fought for, for so l...

  You called last night and said I was a fool for what I wrote Babe, if it didn’t matter to you, why did you read my note? I told you that’s how it feels in love You may not be able to stand me but you still can’t stand without me I got real high on your words especially when you said I was love stroke I thought I had to scream it out, who would have guessed that you already knew It’s really funny how I don’t need boss to get this high All I need is the thought of you on my mind Or the sights of your sweet brown eyes go dark when you are mad I said before that if loving you was against the law I’d gladly do my time Serve it with joy knowing I’m doing it for you You screamed at me, turned your back and gave a side smile I saw how shy you felt when I got on my knees that other day You could say you don’t love me when we know you do Like I said, that’s cool if it helps you sleep at night I’m an addict and my only drug is you Plea...

Been trying to put this in paper so all can see But even if I do how certain am I that all would indeed see Truth be told even I can’t see what has been written The story just keeps going but the meaning is held back What is to be understood from the unseen? Why am I the one stork with this secret in my head? The mystery of who I am and who you all are Why must I reveal the unsaid to the deaf? Is this the course for me or did I walk into this by chance This course I have caused myself to follow seems like a curse But if it must be told from the mouth of the dumb so be it Let all without ears listen with their eyes so they might at least see And read the very words that fall out my mouth this one time The triangle life that we walk birth out the light that is brought And even though you work hard to run away, you will see the light in the end There is no such thing as the faith to escape your fate This is the path that is ahead of yo...