One Second to Wilding

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Push it, just push it, one lil button and its the creation story all over again.
The big bang theory rewritten and more universes would be uncovered to the layers I had buried within.
Can't seem to keep a straight head, might need to get screwed up just right to get straight.
Everything seems to have a way to push me to spasm and serve up a dish for a death battle fate.
Always trying to tip toe and watch my words to stay nice.
All of a sudden it seeming they think I'm nothing but a simple mice.
And all of my kindness has been taken for weakness
Or just because I give a close eye to all the pain they think its a sign of blindness.
But at this point I think I might have to hurt your feeling
Because this temper long buried and kept mute is killing
All I need is that simple motivation to do the unthinkable
Make it so great I'd make a new green for incredible
Staying sane hasn't been such a bother until insanity called me out
Kept a lock in my mouth to see how loud I could really shout
Don't need a sense of high to take this to cloud nine
Your next steps to heaven would be arranged just fine
Now I'm just one more second away from wilding
I really need you to dare me one more time, I can't wait, I'm dying.

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