Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

DON’T JUDGE ME   I know I’ve never been good at telling the truth It’s not like I love the lies but it’s been well strapped to my boot You’ve heard them say that change is inevitable So for so I do promise to change I know the wait has been long and unbearable But please just give it a while and watch me change I’ve said I’ll give it all for you, spirit, body and soul Because she had me once doesn’t mean she kept it all Cheating is wrong and doing that would only make me a fool You should also know that it was a past and careless fall Now here I am at your door trying to apologise Hoping it’s not too late for us I’m dropping it all, my cons, tricks and lies Just to have us back together as us Do not expect me to deny what they say I did After all I did do most of what they say I did You should also know that it was part of my past Because she walked pass doesn’t mean she has come to stay I’m trying to walk pass my past...

FIGHTER [Part 2] I hear them shout stop They plan to pull me from the top It is not anger I feel towards them, its pity I smell their desires and cravings, shit how filthy But I do admire their faith Damn they sure don’t know their mate Do they really think they can stop me? Are they blind or just refusing to see? They are better off trying to freeze hell They will never see me fail Falling and rising is part of the protocol Because you saw me fall doesn’t mean you’ve seen it all Beat me to the floor with your best stick Come on, hit fast, come quick I’m growing red eye like the terminator I’m not Arnold but I’m sure gonna command even at grounds floor You call my current stats the shameful pit I just see another territory to conquer and spit Keep knocking; you’ll never knock me down You’ll never get my face to make that frown By the time I’m done from this gutter You’ll see me and scream here comes the fighter.

ECHOES   I sorted out for the truth Nothing more than the root Of all that was hidden Of all buried within Something I can tell no one Something existing but was never born A secret that will change the world A mystery only meant for the called Alas my search sees its end My lust that has become a friend But the truth has been laid far beneath And getting it has forced me down six feet I have kept my search a mystery a secret But what I ’ ve become is my fall and defeat I wish I could tell you I really wish I told you It ’ so loud inside my head With words that I should have said As I drown in my regret I can ’ t take back the words I never said   Inspired by Lupe Fiasco

IMMORTALITY   Trapped in the shadows of this feeling An emptiness that has brought me nothing Feeling lonely in the mist of plenty Alone in a crowd so many Trying to bear the urge to fall Telling myself that I can ’ t do it before all Smiling while engulfed in bitter tears Laughing when my sorrows beget fear My loud scream falls to silent slumber As the world around me seems not to bother The scars refuse to heal My soul now fails to feel I write in tears since no one can see I write in anguish since no one sees me They say change is the daughter of inevitability But my pain seizes to leave as it has gained immortality.

HURT LIKE HELL   Have you ever love someone who loved another Someone you call my love that only calls you brother I guess you can’t understand because you are just a girl But I want you to know that it does hurt like hell I know we are great staying as friends But this straight line is not working, wished we’d take a bend I feel like I’m standing on my back with all this pain Please don’t let my love go in vain Every muscle I’ve summoned just to say this Even if you don’t love me, just give me a chance at least   I’d walk a thousand mile to prove what I feel Shit is, I guess I already did and I’m just waiting to heal I know you’d read this real soon By then I could be long gone to the moon I only wished you’d loved someone that loves another That you called love who called you brother But like I said you are just a girl Still you should know that it really does hurt like hell.

EVOLUTION Transformed from what had always been To a world we’d never ever seen To be trained in the fields of metal gears And to walk on foot fuelled by tears Never again are we reminded to pray Never again do we run as prey Ruling the fools that cry inevitability Controlling the souls that think timidity Emotions are thrown out the border Feelings are dumped by the gate of murder We march for freedom of slavery That all who knew knowledge accepts the bliss of ignorance We fight that we may gain recovery And evil may know acceptance Trying to change nothing while changing everything And changing everything so that we may change nothing This is what we have become in pursuit of growth Sworn under curse of a fetish oath But do not feel sadness or pity for us We all got free pass into this bus Ignore the fact that we face condemnation We’ve simply fine named it evolution.

EARTH WALKER I hear the sound of the raging wind The clap of thunders wrath and might Its calls the silent sea and provokes its waves The gods of the heavens and creatures of the earth are force to awe I see the shadows on the other side of day The bringer of the ground that shakes They all bow at the presence of greatness The bodacious walker with a sense of awesomeness He comes in the mist of mere talkers and brings them to mute He slaughters his enemies and converts his battle field to an abattoir His only witnesses are aback and abased by his abilities All who sees what I see now knows originality His business is business as he count gains even in nothingness The walls that echoes his name do so defiling the rules of physics His killer lines are animalistic yet conquering gravity Hear him spit them out as he did the first day he came Today is legend as it will hear him do it again Today is the day, the day the earth walker...