Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

60 SECONDS   We all run with hopes of getting to our destination Time seems to be the only factor that serves as a limitation We pray for a reason not to fail Forgetting that success is a prisoner who demands an expensive bail Help is a shelter stuck in a safe But safety has nothing to do with a home trapped in a grave With all put in place for the journey ahead Something seems absents, something unsaid It ’ s no surprise that we crave the love of the unseen It has always been our nature to seek what we feel had been But what then do we lack that birth this emptiness What could be the cause of this feeling of nothingness?   We ’ ve searched our heart within and found nothing We ’ ve searched our soul and seen nothing The race we say must continue and so we run Our race has no business with leisure or fun Right before our eyes we see our brothers ’ rise and fall Our loved ones th...

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE Everything is obsolete in this world of desolation Where the late rises early seeking redemption in destruction When the living breeds abomination and applaud in celebration Only those who have been in the light understand that we face oblivion The enlightened ones who needs no further instruction This is my dedication to the sons of perdition All who prays for grace and reconciliation Expecting this world to fall to a state of perfection If only they knew the complexity of their stupidity When the complexity of knowledge has fallen to the shores of simplicity No one and nothing chooses the path of objectivity We would rather scream out words of obscenity Is this not the way of all humanity? When we’ve all traded our pride and integrity For the price of mortal glory with hopes to achieve immortality The very life we live is lived spelt backwards hidden in obscurity My only hope is to soon join the dead who are l...

NEVER AGAIN It’s a feeling that can never be explained Trying to express a joy beyond what’s seen My heart leaps about in uncontrollable happiness My soul dances to tunes that my ears can’t begin to phantom Every hair on my skin rises above length My thought strays away in lust home They say home is where your heart is But my home is only where you are My fall into loves hole is draining and life taking Yet I smile with joy as I fall deeper within They say you can never be called somebody Until someone else loves you for real Well, I’m trying to make somebody somebody But can somebody please tell me if we are there yet I won’t complain as I always do I finally found this love which is you My joy has now seen what real joy is And the true colours of happiness has finally been painted before me It’s all the portrait of you that I see I have found true love in darkness’s world Yet the joy I feel can’t be explained Try...

FALLEN STARS   We all pray to grow bright We push ourselves to shine as pure light But we know how drowned we are in this night And we seem unredeemable even by the one brave knight Redemption is the last thing on our mind All we care about is saving the love that is still so hard to find We have promised to put all our past behind But we end up walking backwards in our bid to hide They say we shine brightest in the dark If only they know how much of the light we lack Force to stay in darkness and be told to bring sparks Is this our true purpose or have we been simply marked As nothing in this empty world of pain and sadness Even aeons away we are still filled with grieve and emptiness Cursed and dethroned for our faithlessness Accused of great crimes of pride and wickedness We are nothing but the stars that have lost their place We dare not gloat or show forth our face All we can do is await the great judge to pull ou...

WHAT DO I STAND FOR?   I can ’ t stand up for what ’ s not right Then why the hell am I still in this fight? They keep saying boy don ’ t do wrong How can i when my entire world ’ s full of dung Something ’ s just not right around my corner Something ’ s been undefined all summer They say this war is not for the weak at heart But even when drowned in tears they insist that this i s my path Where did right go when following right is always the left turn How in the world is the death of the weak hearted fun Since when did the word weak mean wicked? And broken hearted mean pretend? They say I bear the sword to protect lives Then why do I see dead people and their bloods on my knife They say I stand for light and a just course But that ’ s what the other guy also died for I ’ m ordered to fight until the enemies see the light Now here I stand alone in the cold dark night If indeed my enemy saw the light and I stand alone ...

WRITERS BLOCK Feeling locked to a corner and trapped in a tough spot My head and heart are both speaking and it’s driving me nut Trying to write from my mind but I can’t tell which My heart mind or heads mind, please tell me which I know how I feel but I seem lost in words I’m not speechless or lost for words; I’m just lost in both worlds This pain within that dies when expressed has swallowed my thought I never knew I buried this much within to resurrect all I had fought I just wish I can realize what I cannot see I feel empty yet swallowed in the deep blue sea I never knew the ocean was this high up? It seems I’m not sinking but I’m falling from the top   Meaning this blue I see is not the sea but the skies cloud No wonder my screams sounded this loud Still waiting to hit grounds floor and make a grand pop Or would it be a splat or a flat flop? Everything I must say I feel has already been...

SOMEBODY THAT I USE TO KNOW   I’ve been addicted before and I know just how it feels The thirst and hunger like a wound that would never heal It use to be that way with me and you As you were the one I was gonna stay true to When a minute apart was like a century in hell And a moment out of sight was like being trapped in a well The walls that came between us would fall like wet sheet But now we seem stuck in this pile of shit I guess its life’s way of saying we were never meant to be Maybe we’ve walked just too far to see How far apart we are in our individual path And how slowly you seem to have strolled away from my heart I once told myself that we would stay forever But I believe this is one of those cases where you are allowed to say never I just wish I could still make you remember Who knows just maybe we could have lasted a little longer I do know how it feels to be addicted And you were the only drug my body never ...