FLASHBACK

I heard them say that love can never die, that like energy; it is only transformed to a whole new form
But someone should have told me sooner before i let you go so far
Before i saw this note you left behind written in your blood and imprinted on my heart
I never knew you saw me this way or loved me like this to allow me hurt you this much
You looked at me and faked a smile so i wont see your tears drop off your cheek
You kept mute and listened to me talk about how much i loved her and would want to be with her
You hid your pain and held back your breath so as to not break down and cry
How i would walk up to you with a hard poke to your shoulder when you had envisioned a kiss
How much you hoped that i would be that one you could be one with
But i was too careless to notice until i lost you
Watching you wave goodbye as you walked towards the sunset
Now looking into her eyes and it is yours i see
When i'm with her i'm thinking of you and what we could do.
Damn i wish i was blind so my only trouble would be what i can't see
But my vision has become a curse as everywhere i look i see the one person i can't be with
You said you wondered if i knew that i was the only one you thought about at night
Now i wonder if you know that you are the only one i think about all the time
I guess i never even notice how much i broke your heart without even wanting to
I was that wild wind that kept pulling you into the eye of the hurricane
And like the wind i watched you walk away with my back turned away
I can only imagine what it is i threw away
But i can never have what i lost again
I'm gonna leave this little flashback with a moltivational lie
That i would be just perfect without you and the love i feel for you is nothing like energy
Is has not been transformed or reformed but it seizes to exist as it has been destroyed.
Maybe that way i could sleep at night and be blinded by the day. Maybe, just maybe.