WHITE FLAG

Someone once said; "Always expect the unexpected..." the truth is they never really say challenges and tough times are major parts of the package.
And most times they seem overwhelming enough to often live me whelmed out.
Stemless and thoughtless, void of solutions, ideas or even a little hole to crawl out through.
Encouragingly some would always say tough times come to make us stronger, and yet, deep down i can sure bet that they really hurt.
Dealing with broken hearts, a messed up family, an endless cashflow struggle, poor health, discovering identity, struggle with soul grieving demons.
Trying to fly while i'm stucked in an ocean, where its major pressure components are peers and friends who i had thought would be my help.
Everyone would tell me to pull out the white flag, summit and follow the crowd.
But the sad thing is the only white i have is the garment i have on, so to survive i am asked to stand naked in public.
They make it seem everyone else is like that and have thrown in the towels, they tell me that i am the odd one out if i don't join them in their pool.
Quitting right now seems best a choice to pull through without being as whelmed as i once was.
But i must remember that that pool is just a pit with naked people in it, there isn't much difference in that and a mass burial ground.
And flaging white have never led anyone to victory but defeat.
Yes, tough times are a whole part of the packages of unexpected, and as much as that's what the world has to offer, i know soneone up there said he plans an expected end for me.
They say tough times never last but mine seems never ending, i must know that it doesn't mean they never ends.
I'm Keeping my white garment on and i aint flaging it for no one, as it's my current pride as a saint.
One thing i can sure bet is that as long as the father lives he will always make a way for me to break away.
I won't aim for the sky, even though i reach out for it i know i can fly way above.
This deep blue ocean around me is just tick blue skies that i must pass through.
The harder it gets the surer i become, come what may, i'd rather sink than quit, and until the end i would keep my fight and surely without a doubt; i will win.