EXPLICIT - DEALING WITH ME.

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Everyone, take a deep breath, this one is definately breath taking...
You doubt me, ask the guys reading, not you dummy, the guys on whose heads i wrote this...
I see you, picka boo.. or did i write that backwards, dont blame me, my heads been screwed a bit backwards for awhile now...
I'm not surprise, i can swear that i had this coming, walking forward and looking backwards somehow does that to you.
What's the point exactly that i'm trying to make? Big question, when i know i'm quite sure you'd be the first to know...
Love poems and sad tales, too many dumb novels and vamp movies, can't believe i got all moshy...
Hold up!!! I'm back suckers, bend down and greet the boss properly...
Doing thing unusually, making them the usual, usually its wrong but who would want to usually do things as usual...
I'm losing it, not my mind never had that, someone stole it, can't remember who though, no mind remember...
I've been driving in air, call me superman, strang, my flight only goes downwards...
It's seems most surely that amma fall, what the heck, i might as well go down in style.
It's feels good; not talking about falling, that never feels good, its terrible...
The good feeling is seeing you go down with me, you wanna deny that? Scroll down again and see my point properly...
See!!! I'm down here and so are you, you are still reading ain't you?
Life's a snitch, don't tell her i said so, she might think i've become just like her...
Still looking for my point? Didn't you get that earlier? I'm twisted, won't make any, the truth is, i never meant for you to see this.
It was all meant for the jerk typing who thought he could defeat me...
How funny, i'm the reason he's as good as he is, what then does that make me? A genius? Yea, if being evil had a degree to it...
Well, i shouldn't blow my own trumpet, where's my trumpet blower? Tell them jerks just who i am for me...
You think i'm proud? I'm insulted, my one finger invented pride, i'm ergotistic, deal with it...
Been going soft and nice for awhile, it's giving me heart aches, if i don't stop this looney, he'll kill us both...
Falling in love? I spit to that, just see how many holes he's left in us...
Well, i'm here now, and i aint taking bull!!! I'll be back- terminator, gotta terminate this virus called emotions.
It's not gonna be easy but it's time i deal with me.

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