IMAGINARY DRAGONS

No one knows why i once chose solitude. The fears i bear and carry daily. I claim to bruse easy when i hardly can be scratched.
My grieve is not what i feel for i feel nothing. But the hurt i give and make everyone else around me bear.
Those i reject are the futunate ones, its those i embrace that get burnt.
I never planned hurting you, but my dragons are what you never would have imagined were real dragons
Being attracted to the burning light doesn't make me a saint, i'm a fire demon, its what i breathe.
Loving me has its consequences, being me makes the journey perillious.
I try to hide the truth, i do my best to shelter you. But the dragon lies within so you are never really safe.
I try not to let you down but i'm held bound. I'm aware i'm the beast, you can only wonder if my beauty survives.
My dreams turn cold and my curse stays strong. You may not see this but i do try to care.
Yet, no matter what i do, i am always what i am. Every glitter you see is made of stone and this is my kingdom come.
I warned you not to get too close or look into my eyes, i told you it's where my demons hide.
It's sad that you pulled my shades and what we have now fades. It's dark inside, and my fairy tales give way for my monsters tail.
When the days all go and the blood red fire of love goes blue, its never goodnight when it means goodbye.
I close my eyes now in silence, tears falls out without consent, a strong ache cracks my stony heart.
Whenever you see this, you should know that i would never stop loving you even when its hurt and though i wish not to hurt you, i doubt i can stop unless you show me how
My demons and i would forever knows this truth; we love, we hurt and we fall deeper. In the end, the dragons you couldn't imagine were real were imaginary dragons.