LETTING GO

This isn't goodbye, that's how it's always said

But we both know that that's a lie even as we both get off this bed

I can't say the love we shared is over, but i do know that our time has come to an end

Giving all we could to what we shared but only stayed for the pain we bared

A few month back i wouldn't have seen myself writing this but here i am

I never saw this coming, never thought we had it wrong till we broke apart

I was trying hard to right our wrong but all i can write is this sad song

I didn't have to let you go to know i loved you but letting you go is my only way to show

I have loved too much and have dived too deep and now it hurts

Tears in my eyes are false when compared to the pain in my heart

Someone said when your heart is broken learn to love with the pieces

But this isn't a movie when your heart get broken there are often no piece left

We said we would fight to the end but fighting hurt so much letting go was the only way

Now it is done I can't say this is a call back but to let you know that I do regret the choice

But it is still the best one to make

It hurt always, everyday since that night and it would probably hurt for the rest of my life

I've never felt so low even as i got this high to write this out

There's this heart ache and stomach rumble i feel and I've felt it before

Just like when i first loved you, i feel it now that you walk away

Pain and joy seems to feel the same, totally indescribably

You were my light and i chose the dark, you were my home and i chose the road

You were my joy and i chose the pain, I wish you'd stay but I'm letting go

I love you and will always love you. Goodbye my dear.