Special One

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Do you remember how sad I once made you? How much you loved me and it seemed a waste?
Many things should have crossed your mind? Many thought should have made you cry?
Did you ever look up to the stars and wondered who cursed you? Where you ever told to give me up?
Did you ask the question of where is the love? Do you remember the songs that filled your heart?
What about thoughts of what could have made us special? Reasons you held on and not give me up?
Those days I said goodbye because I wanted you gone for someone else to come
Did you hate me for making you wait for me to be stupid and return even more stupid?
Did you sit up all night wondering why I couldn’t feel or see your sweet heart bleed?
Did you curse this world for being unfair and sending me your way?
What about days that made us special and the nights I ruined for nothing but my pride?
Did ever go to bed wishing the dawn wouldn’t come because you knew I’d be gone with the sun?
Were you up all night when I was gone praying and hoping I would one day see what made us special?
Why did you love me and how could you have loved me so that it stayed untainted and patient?
Was I really something real that only seemed out of touch? Would you have dared to let me go?
Do you know the thought that fills my soul? The questions that drowns my spirit daily
What a mess I would have been if you had yielded to give me up
Would I have ever felt right or gone right if I had strayed on wrong a little longer?
Where would my courage, strength, purpose and drive had come from if you had gone?
Would I have known what it felt to have known angels and love goddesses?
I know these questions come outside time and it seems wrong to dust this line
But I can’t help but wonder of a heart so full of love
Do you want to know what really makes us special?
It never was I, it never can be how much I love you, it’s how much you love and are willing to love
That you held the world and gave it up to hold on to me
That you gave your soul to never give me away
Sometimes, I feel it’s just unfair that I found something so real that it must be a dream
And if this is real, how do I deserve this and make it even or close to show you how special you are

If this is not about angels and if that isn’t what makes you special; then the heavens made another mortal that the rest of us just can’t be like….. YOU ARE SIMPLY INCREDIBLE HAVEN

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