This Is My Life (Play The Song To Enjoy Poem)

So, who has missed me? C'mon, identify by show of hands... Don't be shy, it's not like you'd be alone there. trust me, it would be you and me both

I've been searching for me for months now, You have no idea where I've been... But if you do, please tell me cause i myself do not know.

It's so hard these days jumping up to a beat and not be tagged irresponsible or lost from the path that was once set for us or found for us by some folks who still can't see stuff on super large projected screens in dark rooms

But you know, it get old and once in a while, we always play outside our cage and make the mess for these clean freaks to take care of. If they can't stand dirt that bad, then we can as well leave the cleaning up to them

So here's to all who've missed me, don't worry, even to those who'd rather beef me, we all good, at least you'd be real with your hate for me than those I'd never see coming with a knife held out in an open, well lighted pathway.

I'm trying to piece memories together to find out where and when i last was, was it in the past or present or is this the future? I really wonder because life got so messed up so fast we don't even see the way anymore, but honestly, it's not like we really care.

I've loved and been hurt and then loved again and hurt some folks for myself, then loved again and can't wait for karma to bitch slap me with a dose of my own medicine, but while she wait, i bid the pain safe trip as it drives my way...

Done so many mad stuff, that they all seem normal to me and all those normal things people do, now freaks the shii outta me, i doubt we are living in the same timeline or universe

it's like walking upside down in a downside up world, i'm really trying to figure out life and with all these light shinning, i can barely see anything as it blinds me, so i find my true self in the dark because nothing blinds me, and nothing is to be seen that i'm not seeing because we all know it's a blind world here in the dark.

So while those smarty pant talk about the principles of life and success, if you know you've been as screwed up as i have just trying to figure out life, raise your hand, tune in your favorite jam, lock yourself in with that special one and just go wild because if you didn't find it yesterday doesn't mean you can't find it at some point.

But while life's meaning still elude us, we will make the best of it. Play chest, make mad moves, take my queen forward and backwards as i so please, control my little bishop and string this digits like pawns, because we only live once and while trying to make it counts with reasonable things to do, we take so much time doing nothing, and if nothing isn't the plan, i may as well get as crazy as i can with that spare nothing time doing something i'd definitely loose memory of once this music ends.

But thanks to modern tech, i'm sure to find clips of it on socio or get tagged by one of those confused folks who are just like me trying to freaking figure this puzzle called life

And to all those Sociopath who have figured it all out, don't worry, when your bipolar half comes out to play, you'd see that we are all the same, and you'd have just as much fun as i'm having right now where the light don't shine no more, deep within the dark of my own head. Oops, i think i just figured out LIFE...

HUSH...