Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

CAN’T STOP NOW   There are so many things I need to say to you Please take the next few seconds and listen I know I told you that nothing here is real or from my heart But I won’t say the same about this because I’m running out of time This might be my only chance to tell you the truth I never left because I wished to or prayed so I left because I know giving you the hope would only hurt you I pursued something else not someone else I swear that I never betrayed how I felt for you I never stopped feeling this deep about you But what drove me out drove me deep within My craving for greatness and power conquered me I knew trouble lurked near the corner but I went on I enjoyed the thrill and I loved the fun But for this I gave a heart and a soul and now it feels so cold I never gave it for free though, so know that they were sold But sadly it seems the price out classed the product I know you would say there’s hope and if I r...

HEART BOXING Don’t think me to be cocky and so trying to show off But if you were me you’d surely do the same Have you looked at yourself in the mirror of late? If you do I’m sure you’d see why I can’t turn my pride off I’m gonna climb a mountain top and brag even if it seems lame Do you know how it feels to know someone as beautiful as you? Tell me why I won’t scream when I want to say I love you? I’ve got to let the whole world know what you mean to me How sweet you look when you tell me to leave How sexy you get when you scream at me How awesome it is to hear you add “you” and “i” in a sentence Even if it’s when you say you hate me *”I” hate “you” * You could keep telling yourself that you don’t love me That’s cool as long as it helps you sleep at night Please don’t think of me as a dumb fool I’m just love drunk and now I’m full Sweet heart I’m loves victim and you’re my addiction So telling me to find another is just word ...

FALLING HIGH Every moment on this island is treasure And it’s not the gold that glitters that makes me wonder It’s the beauty in front of me that i can’t measure That has caused me to jump off this cliff and fly higher Higher than I could have of ever thought of going Heading for a cloud that seems so close to the ground I’m on a flight that sure feels like I’m falling Falling high and never hoping to land Enjoying the drop as a rocket falling from the moon It’s my lust and love for falling down that drives me The feeling of the wind caressing my every sense The rush my brain experiences as I lose consciousness My teeth holding on to its gum as my mouth swings wide open My heart beating fast to the rhythm of my heads drum It’s the feeling of falling in love Yet it feels higher than the experience of the empire state Whoever said falling was such a bad thing They sure have never seen loves pit before Glorified in a wonder be...

SAFE In a secrete place In the safest gates Where there is no such thing as time or dates In that perfect moment were love finds a way Anywhere I go even if I ’ m far away I may not be brave or big or strong But I know that I ’ m happy right here with you I wore anger You covered it with happiness I stood with hatred You pushed it away with love I walked in the middle Good or evil I walked solo You came to follow I was a fragile and empty vase You filled me with love and protected me beyond time ’ s space With you I do feel safe. By Michael Eneje

TRYING TO TALK   Why must I always have something to say? What if I was dumb and lacked the ability to speak? Why do you always expect me to express my feelings in words? Why do you think that that’s the only way to prove how I truly feel? Is this what you mean by saying our relationship is complicated? Tell me you don’t already know how I really feel Do I have to recite a poem and sing you a song to show you? Do I have to get killed twice to prove to you? You want me to always compliment how you look because Steve does it too What If was blind and could only compliment how I felt you were to me? Oh, I’m not blind but I always tell you what I know about you I know you are amazing and the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen I know the touch of your hair drives all my senses Everest high I know that every time I look into your bright brown eyes my heart skips a beat I know every time I think about you...

FOREVER   I have waited a long time just to see this moment I have traded all that I was just to finally get off this torment The songs that my old sad country use to sing The pain that the memory of my past use to bring Those awful smell of death that followed me The false promises I held unto that I would one day be set free Is this not what I have lived and died for? That immortality might be tasted by the lips of the poor The poor souls that lived in this mortal earth Those whose destiny is nothing but certain death I close my eyes each night hoping and praying That one day, all that was nothing would became something Something living and not just existing Anything outside the frame of mortal life and thinking I had prayed an eternity for the sound of this music That hollow tune filled with air and shadows reek The stain of the afterlife and its life before The knowledge of the past, present and a future unsure Thi...

GOING BACK TO DECEMBER Trying to move to the things ahead of me But all I can hold onto are the things I see And all I see is how much I hurt you With tears in my eyes I try to write you I’m not greedy I swear I won’t ask for much This is just an apology from a broken heart I won’t even try to rhyme or tune up my words I just want you to know that I mean every word I knew she was bad news the moment she said hi But I guess I was too foolish to want to run away It was not my intensions to have her get in the way But that was just what I did anyway I don’t even know where to begin from All I hear in my head are the sounds of anguishes drum I miss you so much I can’t even think I know you’ve heard that line before so I’d say some that are really mine I’d do anything to go back in time To change the event that I could have easily made uneventful This is not a poem, a rhyme or words of deep...