Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

Everyone always expect something from me, some form of perfection that they assume should be. I have given too much to be everything they wanted me to be, now they are asking me to be myself. How would I have been everything they all wanted, and still know when it’s me or them that I’m being? The middle of my heart is a wide hole, but they shout that they’ve never seen anyone that whole. Tears fall down my eyes like the rushing stream, but they never see the sadness within, only it beauty. I crave sadness as teenagers seek after love, I crave pain as bees seek after honey, and it scares my soul. Look into my eyes and see, how hollow it really is, how empty I really feel, what death has made out of me. There’s no light within, there’s no love for me, there’s no blood to bleed, just the sad life that’s me. I’ve looked to the stars for ages to wish, but those that shoot seems to have been aimed at me. I’m so lost, it hurts… I’m so scared, it burns… I’m so trouble...

YES! The Chairman of YANDI NIGERIA and her Directors wish to celebrate the all new ALL SEASONS HOTEL OWERRI NIGERIA (Her sister Company).                                     The Grand hotel is fitted to boot with ROOMS  Standard  Double  Executive  Business  Ambassador  Diplomatic  Presidential FACILITIES  Restaurant & Bar  Fully equipped gymnasium  Banquet hall with public address system  Fully equipped conference room with Digital Discussion System/Training room/ Meeting room  Night club  Swimming pool  Free Wi-Fi  Free ironing rooms  Terrace lounge  Cinema  Boutique  Salon/Makeup Studio  Business Center  Room service  1000 capacity Open Air Entertainment Centre/Live band  14 and 32 Seater Air-conditioned Executive Buses for group guest This Amazing hotel is located at:  Plot 5047 - 5049 All...

So I've been told that I'm not living right. I don't doubt it cause I feel guilty when I go to church. But the pastor says if i'm saved, I'd be fine. I tried that but still can't take this pain off my chest. I can spend a million on many thoughts, but I'm still petrified of going broke. I had someone beautiful in my bed last night, but I'm still paranoid that I'd die alone. My mother calls, I have no time to talk, but I could find the time to screw around so much. She prays daily and I hear her voice, but the echoes in my head are just too loud. I've got no nerve to call the woman I love, I miss her daily but still don't talk. I have a few friends that I still love, but I doubt they'd believe it when they read this post. To those friends I just met, so sorry I messed it up so soon, I've never made it beyond first dates. If I had more balls, I'd tell the ones I love, that they are the reason I wrote this poem...

So, who has missed me? C'mon, identify by show of hands... Don't be shy, it's not like you'd be alone there. trust me, it would be you and me both I've been searching for me for months now, You have no idea where I've been... But if you do, please tell me cause i myself do not know. It's so hard these days jumping up to a beat and not be tagged irresponsible or lost from the path that was once set for us or found for us by some folks who still can't see stuff on super large projected screens in dark rooms But you know, it get old and once in a while, we always play outside our cage and make the mess for these clean freaks to take care of. If they can't stand dirt that bad, then we can as well leave the cleaning up to them So here's to all who've missed me, don't worry, even to those who'd rather beef me, we all good, at least you'd be real with your hate for me than those I'd never see coming with a knife held o...

The growing E-commerce space in Nigeria now has a truly indigenous platform following the launching of YANDI; a brain-work of a set of young Nigerian entrepreneurs out to revolutionize the experience of consumers. Yandi according to the initiators represents the phrase You & I (Y-AND-I), with the theme “connecting U and I to everything”. The soon to be launched platform (NOVEMBER 25TH 2016 - BLACK FRIDAY) is the first everything for everyone online platform that opens a larger inventory option to both buyers and sellers. Speaking on the mission of Yandi in the E-Commerce space in Nigeria, Mr. Scott C. Eneje stated that customers are set to enjoy a whole new experience in shopping.  “We provide online store spaces for different stores, brands, companies and individuals, giving the buyers a large market to select from and opportunities to pick out the most favorable place of purchase for their desired goods or services” he sta...

There's very little that has not been said, very few that has not really heard, so small a number that has not seen and almost no one has not felt it. That we live in a very curious era...  A strange time...  The end of a season...  The last days as many who know would call it... But isn't it stranger that the number still acting oblivious to the subject is so great? How abashed I feel knowing that a large number care little for this matter? I'm often abased by my own ignoramus of the case as is.. We know that the times are changing... Foolishness is celebrated, evil is upheld, wickedness is the new wisdom, hatred is the new style, unforgiveness is the new swag, immorality is the latest trend. It is not fear or pity for my generation that provokes me to write as many have before me. It is rather a common awareness that even so, there would be a rising if a call is given. To those who still believe that sanity isn't foolishness To those who agree that santity isn...

Been trying to pour this out and not offend anyone in the process But how can I be honest and say what I feel and not prick someone else’s feelings? It was easy to get offended and make up in front of a game as kids than it is now as adults Sometimes, the pressure of growing up makes me wish we never grew at all Destiny must be pursued, success must be attained, life must be fulfilled, death must come and judgment must be faced, all these things only makes living a stress we dressed and painted. But it’s better to feel pain than to never feel at all, so if this makes you hurt know you are living still First, to those that I loved but made the feeling a sting from hells’ kitchen and a meal to kill You lie, steal and cheat, and then you beg me from your knees, tell me you mean it this time You tear many holes in me, the once I can’t repair, but I still love you I don’t really care Second, to those who love me but never see me pay it back, you give your heart...