Scott C. Eneje Blog [The Scott C. Eneje's Chronicles]

I've been in love before , I won't lie that this is my first . I've loved many others , I'm quite sure I know just what love should feel like from every angle . She loved me for real and broke my heart like a movie . Or was her love the movie and the breakup the real deal . I swore never to love again , keep my doors open for the fuck of it and let passers by pass by . I saw you come in, I was just gonna let your time pass , I wouldn't fall , Na ! I wouldn't even bend to the beat much more sink to your sea . Shoulders high , eyes set to the sky , don't fall , don't love , don't let it happen again . Never , we said , never again . But I'm spell bound , no , trapped , I love this feeling . Am I stupid or what ? How would I fall again . No , don't show it . She can't know I've fallen for her . This Del...

Nothing last forever, even family one day would grow apart or afar and other times new members come in and everyone has a new family all over again. We fight for what we have and we give so much for what would not be here for so long. Live and let’s live is the key, everything is vanity in its own time. This is a philosophy I have come to know and experience, but because it is experienced does not make it valid or true. Nothing last forever! And so what? Neither do we; so why worry about forever instead of treasuring every moment we have because it will soon be gone and would we also, we will not get that chance to fight again, to live again or to love again in the life to come. What matters is what we have and what we have is now, this very moment before family finds its own family, this moment when love hurt just because it want to live, this moment when nothing is certain except what we have in the records of our minds that brought us together. If we must put our past ...

This isn't goodbye, that's how it's always said But we both know that that's a lie even as we both get off this bed I can't say the love we shared is over, but i do know that our time has come to an end Giving all we could to what we shared but only stayed for the pain we bared A few month back i wouldn't have seen myself writing this but here i am I never saw this coming, never thought we had it wrong till we broke apart I was trying hard to right our wrong but all i can write is this sad song I didn't have to let you go to know i loved you but letting you go is my only way to show I have loved too much and have dived too deep and now it hurts Tears in my eyes are false when compared to the pain in my heart Someone said when your heart is broken learn to love with the pieces But this isn't a movie when your heart get broken there are often no piece left We said we would fight to the end but fighting hurt so much letting go ...

This is what i wanted to say, i didn't want to do this when everyone else was you are a gem and you do mean a lot, i have done so many poems but felt like  doing something different to tell you how i really feel. it's just to simple say.We are  FAM -I - L - Y and I- L-ove - Y-ou Happy Valentines Day

This is not a poem or a love song. It is a pledge and a commitment. In this little life I have lived in so far, I have seen love, felt it and even been in it. As I am still . Been told many things about it. Some call it a prison and others; a pit. To some its that one time you are allowed to be a fool and jump off a cliff to catch someone who jumped off. To some, its a strong exchange of emotional attachment, when the body simply feels thing you can't understand and you are simply zombified by the sight of the other person. To some, its a thick wall that will cloud your senses and limit you from attaining perfection and strength without any grief or remorse. I don't really know for sure how true or false the many believes of others are. But i do know that my heightened senses and flooding lust is just an atom of what I've experienced. I know that jumping off a cliff is simply a flight test as being with you gives me wings. I know that I have never been stronger...

I've been waiting to ask these questions to someone that has all the answers. I wake up at night whispering it to the wind so for my sake it would tell it to the world I'm so afraid of what might be and I am loosing what is to what won't let me be I use to be as brave as lion but my roar now rings out silence and my spirit weak and tamed My confident once was cosmic and I had my feet on my own world I've waited all my life to say this but I couldn't read out the lyrics to my own song Even now as I walk towards the light I'm afraid. I hear the neighbors shout and the ambulance ring Part of me wishes to return and another has no reason too. If saying this out loud would cost me everything why not stay here silent with nothing? But if nothing is what I have, then everything is worth risking. So saying it now is not an option but the only thing to do. I hear the blues in the land above and the metal rock band from beneath. If my desires are lies, then I wo...

People say love hurts but I'm sure they speak hypothetically without any real idea of what hurting feels like. Loving someone who loves you but wouldn't want to be with you. Who tells you that you are better apart than together. Wait a minute, am i talking in the third person tense while talking to u? Gosh! You see how crazy you've made me? You walk towards me caressing my senses and then walk away just close enough to leave my body wanting. In all our fight you always win even when I'm right. Yet I have to bend foolishly being the idiot who get screwed over. You tell me that you love me and then grab a real gun saying let's play kill the thief. I wonder why I play the thief when you stole my heart and ran away with it. You say it disgust you but you never throw it away. You keep me as your trophy well framed on your wall. I know this is all a game to you and you are the master with the highest score yet I stay just to get played consoling myself saying; at ...